Walk Away Lyrics

Oh no- here comes that sun again.
And (that) means another day without you my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, walk away and head for the door.
You just walk away - walk away - walk away.
You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.

honestly.  some people think the world revolves around them.

sheesh

This whole xanga thing is a waste of my time....

peace out xangers.  back to the real world. 

I'd rather write in notebooks.

How?  What did I do to desearve friends like these?  What have I done right?  Where have I gotten my cards mixed up with someone who has paid the price for the life I am blessed with? I can't believe I have such a great family and friends.  I just can't.

I sent a very....telling...e-mail to my boyfriend today fully expecting him to need some time to think things over after he read it.  I was ready for him to say, "you weren't who I thought you were....I want something else," and I gave him the out to do so.  He blew me away.  Again and again....every day I am realizing more and more how amazingly blessed I am to have him in my life.  I just liked him at first, I just wanted to spend time with him....all I knew is that I enjoyed his company and I wanted to hang out with him.  I feel so lucky that the same guy that I enjoyed so much is also a quality guy; a gentleman....and truely wonderful blessing. 

I couldn't have done this alone.  I don't desearve all of this.  I desearve friends who ignore me, who let me down....who are selfish and self seeking.  BUT no, God has blessed me....thank you